I have managed this a few small periods in my life and I'll admit it's much better for the mental health. That being said, I swung too far in the direction "me

I have managed this a few small periods in my life and I'll admit it's much better for the mental health. That being said, I swung too far in the direction "meh, won't try anything" while there and I didn't like it. I don't find it impossible to be impartial and without expectations but I also found it extremely boring.