Sorry you feel like this, isolation can feel terrible. I went through a similar thing when I first moved to a remote job. I made friends with people of similar

Sorry you feel like this, isolation can feel terrible. I went through a similar thing when I first moved to a remote job. I made friends with people of similar interests. Can you move to a job where you can be in an office with other people? Not sure where you're based but it might be an idea to take a look around.