I'd like to work as a means of self-actualization [0] (by working on private projects), but it's hard to find the time as this (currently) doesn't pay the bills

I'd like to work as a means of self-actualization [0] (by working on private projects), but it's hard to find the time as this (currently) doesn't pay the bills. So currently I am at stage 'Providing for a family', while I do a little bit of self-actualisation whenever I can find some free time. --- [0]: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-actualization https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-actualization