In all seriousness, I’m sorry you went through this. I also grew up with a parent and family with addiction. I’m in no place to assess anything about your life,

In all seriousness, I’m sorry you went through this. I also grew up with a parent and family with addiction. I’m in no place to assess anything about your life, but what you describe is consistent with the diagnosis. And unfortunately your dad taking your meds and becoming an addict is consistent too. ADHD is frequently hereditary, and substance abuse and addiction are common for people with undiagnosed ADHD. Your own story of dropping out and teaching yourself isn’t just familiar to me, it’s similar to both my brothers’ stories as well. I’m sorry you experienced this the way you did. I wish you had better medical care, and better parental guidance. I hope the life that you’ve made for yourself is joyful and prosperous, and I hope if it’s ever not you’ll find your way to that however it makes sense.