I’ve always struggled with my weight, every 5 or so years I’ll get really motivated and lose 20-30kg, and then slowly gain it back over the next 5 years to hit

I’ve always struggled with my weight, every 5 or so years I’ll get really motivated and lose 20-30kg, and then slowly gain it back over the next 5 years to hit the same point I’m at right now, about 120kg and a BMI of 40. Reading the article I’m glad I’ve never been tempted by surgery, but at the same time, gosh it’d be nice to have my brain rewired with the stroke of a scalpel. But surgical intervention just feels like it’s too much, especially when I know that calorie counting and putting in some effort to get active achieves the results I’m after.