It would certainly have been easy to do. In a weird way, it felt almost like a transparent test of my willingness to lie - or at least, to not keep my word. Li

It would certainly have been easy to do. In a weird way, it felt almost like a transparent test of my willingness to lie - or at least, to not keep my word. Like everyone else, I change my mind about things frequently, and have to back away from things I've said. But it feels very different when you know up front that there's a good chance you won't do what you've just said you'll do. I really dislike that feeling.