I wonder how do people who never get reached out unless they message first feel. Basically that's me. People say a friendship or any kind of relationship is a 2

I wonder how do people who never get reached out unless they message first feel. Basically that's me. People say a friendship or any kind of relationship is a 2-way traffic but ever since my high school years (when I got my first cellphone) I always knew that unless I text someone first they would never text me on their own. Pretty much never happens no matter the communication channel through the years. My very close family (parents + siblings) does but no one else. It's kinda of confirmation in my mind that I have no friends but it's also... calming to some extent to have a clear picture about your life.