> but did nothing to erase the fundamental feeling that all of reality and my actions within it are pointless There may not be some cosmic teleology for your l

> but did nothing to erase the fundamental feeling that all of reality and my actions within it are pointless There may not be some cosmic teleology for your life, but that doesn't mean it's pointless; it just means you have a clean slate for deciding what you want that point to be. I think embracing the absurdity of existence can be liberating.