I wouldn't dwell on how you "should" feel about your current situation. Reflect on what it is you value in life. Are you meaningfully fulfilling and working tow

I wouldn't dwell on how you "should" feel about your current situation. Reflect on what it is you value in life. Are you meaningfully fulfilling and working towards your values? If not, think about what aspects of your life are tangential or contrary to your values. It may be worth considering making a change in those areas. It's also important not to beat yourself up. It's normal to think about how things could be, and it's not easy to appreciate the things you have. These are normal human emotions and behaviors, and they are perfectly ok. I will mention, I think for the majority of people what you do for work is not the primary driver of life fulfillment. Work is a responsibility we take on, our societal contract to fulfill the needs of ourselves and our loved ones.