I actually cant imagine being this selfish. If i was 85 and living in a nursing home, the idea of society protecting my last couple years of life at the expense

I actually cant imagine being this selfish. If i was 85 and living in a nursing home, the idea of society protecting my last couple years of life at the expense of millions of children's childhood seems insane. never mind that fact that covid policies made those peoples lives a living hell anyway. Absolutely crushing loneliness because visitors werent allowed and they werent even allowed to see their families as they were dying. Unfathomably cruel, and for what purpose?