In case you come back to this, I apologize for the attack. I was raised with a lot of this kind of language (sans any encouragement and hope), and was taught t

In case you come back to this, I apologize for the attack. I was raised with a lot of this kind of language (sans any encouragement and hope), and was taught to become emotional at the slightest sign of discomfort. It's not an excuse, but it is where I am. I'm still learning to avoid expressing negativity.