Exactly, came here to say the same. Even when I know that something matters, there are many other things that also do and choosing between them has been a life

Exactly, came here to say the same. Even when I know that something matters, there are many other things that also do and choosing between them has been a lifelong challenge. If you do know what matters the most undoubtedly, why would you do anything else? The hard part is the knowing.