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Your allegations of the "wrongs" he did: - shouted at you in a meeting claiming that your opinions are invalid and that he didn't need to explain matters to yo

Your allegations of the "wrongs" he did: - shouted at you in a meeting claiming that your opinions are invalid and that he didn't need to explain matters to you. - being abrasive. - blew up a PR review ("insane set of Github comments") While I empathize with you and understand that such behavior shouldn't be normalized, it remains murky which of these are performance related. (What happened to the in-mem sql DB thing, what was his rationale for commenting in the PR review?) Pardon me, but this reads like a one-sided take of the events that transpired. I guess what I'm trying to say is that arguments happens and it's important to understand the rationale behind the friction rather than determining the eventual loser as the one being in the wrong; for the loser could be the one wronged.

kamranjon 4y ago
In a team it is generally good to be able to discuss approaches without becoming angry, shouting and leaving the meeting. Performance does not just encapsulate the code you produce, especially as a senior engineer. After he left the team, the in-mem implementation was removed being widely recognized as a roadblock to building new features (needing to implement an in-memory version of sql WHERE clause or ORDER BY just to add new features to a web app that was backed by an actual SQL DB was error prone and there are many better solutions to testing your DB code) The PR review was another explosion from people questioning his further development of this crazy complex in-men SQL implementation, and the questions were well founded but he was getting very irate at having to constantly defend this thing he was building that others on the team found to be a time suck. This is definitely one sided, it was one of the most difficult situations for me to traverse as I’d never been in a situation where a coworker was what I would characterize as abusive to me and others on the team, so I still can’t really approach it fully objectively.
- xupybd 4y ago
  It's a very interesting recollection. Thanks for sharing it here. I'm always interested in what motivates some people in our line of work. There are so many with such strong drives to work hard in ways that don't make any sense to me.
vkhn 4y ago
Apologies, but regardless of being one sided, there is no acceptable professional reason to shout at someone in a meeting. I’m not sure why you are writing this take, but I’m not sure how this is constructive.
- upsidesinclude 4y ago
  And. - and you're not sure... "but" would imply a contrary statement following. Two statements predicated on the same exposition, "I'm not sure", are in agreement. If someone is a pedantic little prick and uses open forums, like meetings, to undermine your efforts then you might find it hard to keep your demeanor. I'd like to site the first paragraph of this comment as an example. While it is accurate and relevant, it is also unnecessary and reduces the value of the statements you have made, diminishing them in the eyes of others, but to no greater benefit. There an example; the correct use of "but".
TheChaplain 4y ago
Uhm.. It certainly affects MY performance if I have colleagues who act like that towards me or others. I absolutely believe in understanding and practice forgiveness towards colleagues who have aspergers, going through personal issues or whatever. But there is a limit to what one should tolerate, for ones own mental health.

kamranjon 4y ago

In a team it is generally good to be able to discuss approaches without becoming angry, shouting and leaving the meeting. Performance does not just encapsulate the code you produce, especially as a senior engineer. After he left the team, the in-mem implementation was removed being widely recognized as a roadblock to building new features (needing to implement an in-memory version of sql WHERE clause or ORDER BY just to add new features to a web app that was backed by an actual SQL DB was error prone and there are many better solutions to testing your DB code) The PR review was another explosion from people questioning his further development of this crazy complex in-men SQL implementation, and the questions were well founded but he was getting very irate at having to constantly defend this thing he was building that others on the team found to be a time suck. This is definitely one sided, it was one of the most difficult situations for me to traverse as I’d never been in a situation where a coworker was what I would characterize as abusive to me and others on the team, so I still can’t really approach it fully objectively.

xupybd 4y ago
It's a very interesting recollection. Thanks for sharing it here. I'm always interested in what motivates some people in our line of work. There are so many with such strong drives to work hard in ways that don't make any sense to me.

vkhn 4y ago

Apologies, but regardless of being one sided, there is no acceptable professional reason to shout at someone in a meeting. I’m not sure why you are writing this take, but I’m not sure how this is constructive.

upsidesinclude 4y ago
And. - and you're not sure... "but" would imply a contrary statement following. Two statements predicated on the same exposition, "I'm not sure", are in agreement. If someone is a pedantic little prick and uses open forums, like meetings, to undermine your efforts then you might find it hard to keep your demeanor. I'd like to site the first paragraph of this comment as an example. While it is accurate and relevant, it is also unnecessary and reduces the value of the statements you have made, diminishing them in the eyes of others, but to no greater benefit. There an example; the correct use of "but".

TheChaplain 4y ago

Uhm.. It certainly affects MY performance if I have colleagues who act like that towards me or others. I absolutely believe in understanding and practice forgiveness towards colleagues who have aspergers, going through personal issues or whatever. But there is a limit to what one should tolerate, for ones own mental health.