Hello, Sorry to hear you are having a hard time. I suggest you find work as a contractor in backend work just to stabilize yourself financially. Try not to ta

Hello, Sorry to hear you are having a hard time. I suggest you find work as a contractor in backend work just to stabilize yourself financially. Try not to take it too seriously, consult with your doctors on how to manage your pain and depression and any anxiety you may have from backend work. Once you are stabilized and maybe have moved to a low cost of living area, you can take your time to find a more interesting job :) Good luck.