Been there, still there… Also no idea what to do. I've been just doing my best to learn a buncha open source related skills (Blender modeling, Python scriptin

Been there, still there… Also no idea what to do. I've been just doing my best to learn a buncha open source related skills (Blender modeling, Python scripting, Linux administration, etc) to try my best to keep some relevant skills alive, but the pain has directly affected my sleep, which has directly affected my skills to a severe degree, so it's slow going. Still trying though, because I'm just not able to completely give up for some stupid reason, no matter how hopeless things appear.