This. I do emphathize with the OP. Its natural to feel a little scared in the beginning stages, but after awhile you just slowly accept it, and move on with the

This. I do emphathize with the OP. Its natural to feel a little scared in the beginning stages, but after awhile you just slowly accept it, and move on with the rest of your life. Life is too short to worry about things you dont control. Plus, nobody really cares about it more than you, trust me.