I am a real doomer on a society/political level and I am in the end suprised things didn't get as bad as I thought. E.g. I have thought the economy should colla

I am a real doomer on a society/political level and I am in the end suprised things didn't get as bad as I thought. E.g. I have thought the economy should collapse every year for 20 years. Not even Venezuela collapsed as bad as I thought it would. On a work basis I am a optimist instead for some reason. It is too daunting to realistically asses the amount of work needed for a project so I just start walking towards the top of the hill.