> And yet, you are only "getting better" at the game. I don't get it, why is that not enough? Why can a hobby not be about only me and my personal growth/goals

> And yet, you are only "getting better" at the game. I don't get it, why is that not enough? Why can a hobby not be about only me and my personal growth/goals. Its a hobby, what I am failing to understand is why does it need to be productive? If I stick to playing challenging games, I feel a sense of growth which unfortunately I cannot articulate. That is enough for me, but yeah YMMV.