Looks like you know what there are some problems (at least in your POV) with your current life. Take a sabbatical[0] and try to understand what do you need to

Looks like you know what there are some problems (at least in your POV) with your current life. Take a sabbatical[0] and try to understand what do you need to be a happier person. [0] in my case it was a sessions of a late night and beer talk with a people who doesnt't know me, but was greatly supportive of my situation (beer hleped there). YMMV.