I used to have some depressed moments, but after a big tragedy in my family, i realized i had no time to waste, and if i ever had any depressing moments, they w

I used to have some depressed moments, but after a big tragedy in my family, i realized i had no time to waste, and if i ever had any depressing moments, they were rarely longer than a day or two. Apparently work heals pain fairly well, it distracts you from the depressing thoughts and the productivity gives you a feeling of fulfillment and satisfaction, but the side effect is that the work is hard and frustrating. I could say that im "crazy", but not in the medical meaning.