I think I understand those that fear immortality and youth, and I finally felt that fear my self after my fathers death, the grief and the loss, the question..

I think I understand those that fear immortality and youth, and I finally felt that fear my self after my fathers death, the grief and the loss, the question.. what if I outlast all that matters to me and all I have is grief ? It’s terrifying. Still, I have a deep desire to live, till the stars them selves dim, till all matter collapses, or till we learn reality is something different than we expected.. Why die, there is so much to learn, being human is overrated, we can become new things in time.