It's really nice that you care so much. I had a similar problem, worried everything around me might come tumbling down. This was 10 years ago. Over time I just

It's really nice that you care so much. I had a similar problem, worried everything around me might come tumbling down. This was 10 years ago. Over time I just stopped caring and started living my life. Then war in Europe broke out and it all came back. I almost emigrated with my whole family because of my reflex. In the end I almost had an anxiety attack thinking about what the hell am I doing to my family and why - because Russians might come? I burned out one night and the next morning I decided I am not going anywhere. It felt like someone removed a million tons off of my chest. In the end the Russians turned out to be totally incompetent and (at least for now) they weren't coming for me. You can't control everything (actually there are very few things you CAN control). But there is one thing that is in your control, and that is you. If you feel like you are losing control, go and talk to someone - after all, what is the money good for if you are not well.