it is but none of it includes the subjective experience part, which is the part I find paradoxical. subjective experience itself makes no sense. Where would

it is but none of it includes the subjective experience part, which is the part I find paradoxical. subjective experience itself makes no sense. Where would I go "experientially" as my "self" is split? to the left or the right? I know the answer is, "nowhere, there is no 'I'". but to imagine it experientially, seems as though I'd find myself on one side or the other.