Did you take any college course on this? In class, I've found Linear Algebra to be confusing as there are many ways to say the same things and ideas are connect

Did you take any college course on this? In class, I've found Linear Algebra to be confusing as there are many ways to say the same things and ideas are connected to each other like a giant web. I would not be able to follow along if I did not have my instructor who is willing to pause and explain it to me. I recommend enrolling in a class, explain the instructor about your goal and s/he can find topics and walk you through them.