Yeah in my case being single isn't a direct choice (lol). So I just live with it for the time being. Although regarding choosing to have kids, is something els

Yeah in my case being single isn't a direct choice (lol). So I just live with it for the time being. Although regarding choosing to have kids, is something else, that's commitment, I don't know if I can deal with that, raising someone from a baby to an adult eg. 18 years. As weird as it is to say I do feel sad at the thought that my genes won't go on but at the same time no guarantee future generations make it.