I too have a similar ability. But lately there's been a creature in my dreams. Every time I see it, I know I'm dreaming and I kill myself immediately. One time

I too have a similar ability. But lately there's been a creature in my dreams. Every time I see it, I know I'm dreaming and I kill myself immediately. One time it managed to pin me down to stop me from killing myself. I ended up biting on some suicide capsules in the back of my jaw to die and that worked, but I won't always have that prop in the future.. It really depends on the context and the dream whether or not it makes sense for me to have that in my mouth. I can will it into existence but it HAS to make sense in the dream. I keep running from this creature. It wants to talk to me but somehow I sense malice and that I should avoid talking to it at all costs.