I wonder if that is due to the lack of good options for the ending life? I currently feel like I would like to go on my own terms when the time comes, but none

I wonder if that is due to the lack of good options for the ending life? I currently feel like I would like to go on my own terms when the time comes, but none of the options available look very appealing! (and many of them can come with legal trouble for anyone who helps).