I was in a similar situation around your age too. I've always suspected I had adhd (suffered in school, never finished a story, etc). I've been on vyvanse+adder

I was in a similar situation around your age too. I've always suspected I had adhd (suffered in school, never finished a story, etc). I've been on vyvanse+adderall for the past 10 yrs and all I can say is I wish I knew about them before. Going to a doctor and getting checked/tested was the best decision I've made. It gives me focus, motivation, and my output has always been consistent ever since. I am not saying you have adhd, just sharing my experience and recommending to visit the doctor and get yourself checked. Everyone is different. P.S I've always maintained a healthy lifestyle, and workout 3 times a week, sleep early(pre/post meds). I've tried everything under the sun but adhd is adhd and the only way to find out is to visit the doctor.