The hours you are putting in would leave me in that state. Back off the 40 hours a week and stick with it. You are not a loser - in fact the mere fact that yo

The hours you are putting in would leave me in that state. Back off the 40 hours a week and stick with it. You are not a loser - in fact the mere fact that you think you are a loser probably means you are great. :) Hang in there. 40 hours a week and no more. Try it for at least 6 months.