Welcome to the beginning of a thinking human’s real life, not the extension of college dorm and class assignments! > How do I fix this? Is this burnout or depr

Welcome to the beginning of a thinking human’s real life, not the extension of college dorm and class assignments! > How do I fix this? Is this burnout or depression? Probably a little bit of both. The bright side is that you’ve taken some time off and recognize this, whereas many people don’t recognize it! > 2. How do I get ambition back and get rid of the envy? 3. How do I retrain the delayed gratification & work on hard things muscle? I think I'll start going to the gym and lift weights. Since you have a bit of time, really figure out your own needs. 1. What’s important to you? Make a prioritized list of those. 2. What things would you be willing to give up over other things on that list? Ex: Health over money, money over health? Love over family (parents & siblings?) 3. Act on that list. Do it even if it’s hard. If you “regress”, your list probably isn’t aligned with your core values. It’s ok to say, for next 10 years, I’m going to make money that I’ll retire off of. Or maybe try to get a 6pack, see if you can “program your mind and body”. At the end of the day, it’s your life, think and do what you feel makes it worthwhile. There’s always something worthwhile ~ enjoy it cause those handed a worse hand have other people decide their life for them.