After spending 15-20 years in introversion mode, I felt back the chill side of being with others. But at times I sense the isolation bliss.. I'd feel slightly l

After spending 15-20 years in introversion mode, I felt back the chill side of being with others. But at times I sense the isolation bliss.. I'd feel slightly lighter and freer when in the toilet or biking/hiking. Odd. Part of it comes from a need for depth .. and being with people you wonder how they feel, if they're ok, why did they think or say this but you can't communicate (or extremely rarely) so it piles up as a frustrating void turning into stress.