I used to feel exactly that. Then I joined a different company where everyone is super smart and now I feel perfectly average. If you're unhappy, maybe try anot

I used to feel exactly that. Then I joined a different company where everyone is super smart and now I feel perfectly average. If you're unhappy, maybe try another company? I can't say I'm a lot happier. People will challenge me occasionally now which is nice but I have to spell out my concerns to get any kind of response. Everyone is busy with their own shit and the product is so big and complicated that no one can have the full picture to properly critique your work. The code itself is never the problem.