I feel so identified with your feelings and came up with the same plan: Focus on helping others grow. Next year I'm moving on my company to a new team which is

I feel so identified with your feelings and came up with the same plan: Focus on helping others grow. Next year I'm moving on my company to a new team which is focused on improving tools, processes and the developer experience overall. Time will tell if the plan turns into a solution. Hope the best for you and your mental health in all of this :)