Becoming softer on yourself and start acting without thinking, knowing that you have a bag of money to fall on which can make whaterver problem you get into due

Becoming softer on yourself and start acting without thinking, knowing that you have a bag of money to fall on which can make whaterver problem you get into due to your newly acquired impulsivity simply go away. Thinking is kinda painful, if you think about it. You think today in order not to think in the future. Many people never get to see that future because they don't allow themselves to.