me too, and idk how to cope up with this... i see younger guys than me creating os, and i am here achieved nothing in life... i feel so sad, so depressed, my mo

me too, and idk how to cope up with this... i see younger guys than me creating os, and i am here achieved nothing in life... i feel so sad, so depressed, my mood flips so hard, sometimes i feel like just leaving everything and getting away. i know it's not a competition and i don't want to win this, i just want to point at one thing and say, this is created by me. That's all i want and nothing else... But i have nothing in hand... And this happens every time... and i get depressed and start crying...