Shouldn't be seamless, on the contrary. Full of seams. Go back to pencil and paper, better. That was a better system on all counts. Like actually getting my

Shouldn't be seamless, on the contrary. Full of seams. Go back to pencil and paper, better. That was a better system on all counts. Like actually getting my private health information published in the local newspaper--in particular regarding my psychiatrization and torture--is much, much better than creepy standardized test cheaters knowing all my secrets and nobody else knowing anything. That's what I'm doing these days. In fact I would say the system works far too well, it's very easy for doctors to gossip in their seamless channels and far too hard to stop my psych record--like it was a prison record or a warrant or some actual judgment by a worthy authority--getting around behind my back. I still can't see it myself. I'm expected to believe I have a doctor who advises people paying for my treatment and I've never met this asshole. Hundreds, even thousands of pages and I can't see any of it, it's like a Kick Me on my back, but a biography, a Kick Me epic. Jorge Barros Beck has a few hundred pages, Ximena Rojas Núnez has some, Stanford CAPS has some, that asshole I told you about, then "Clínica" Rayencura produced a couple hundred (they have a former trained journalist called Gonzalo, former junkie too, working to fill out accusative, slanderous dossiers on people, he doesn't say shit he just writes shit, only shit, lots of shit). Can't wait for that leak!