You strike me as someone who is at least right on the cusp of breaking through to understand what is really going on, however, if not, I encourage you to recons

You strike me as someone who is at least right on the cusp of breaking through to understand what is really going on, however, if not, I encourage you to reconsider the assumptions and motivations of all the labels and affiliations of organizations and people and social strata you were likely also “taught” about all your life, mostly through “history”. It is an odd thing that many, if not most humans assume good faith/intentions even in the light of the starkest and most overpowering mountain of evidence. I guess not much in the universe is more powerful than the human capacity to deny having been fooled. Cue Mark Twain quote here.