I think I just hit a point in my life where I needed to grow up to get the things I wanted and restaurants aren't a mature place. I got married and wanted a lif

I think I just hit a point in my life where I needed to grow up to get the things I wanted and restaurants aren't a mature place. I got married and wanted a life with my wife, so when I got a seasonal layoff from a beach restaurant I worked at, I took the chance and switched to tech. I loved the late nights and drinking and partying until I didn't, and then I was mostly able to put it all behind me (I still smoke very regularly but much less problematically). I have always been one of the misfit toys, but luckily not in a self-destructive way.