I don't know. Based on your track record, it doesn't sound like you really want to work for someone else. I disagree with my bosses and don't want to work on p

I don't know. Based on your track record, it doesn't sound like you really want to work for someone else. I disagree with my bosses and don't want to work on projects all of the time, but part of working for someone else is that you have to make that person happy (or at least not piss them off). So you have to compromise, and give generous assessments even if they aren't totally warranted (because in turn, you will be given a good assessment). As an introvert loner, you will never be fully comfortable being a communicative team player, but it is something that can be worked at. (Set up reminders/mantras to essentially brainwash yourself into remembering your goals of cooperativeness and willingness to get along).