There is never ever a “best” decision. The most important part in any is that it is your decision. In this case you are in the best of places but are not takin

There is never ever a “best” decision. The most important part in any is that it is your decision. In this case you are in the best of places but are not taking advantage of that. Any decision will be yours for life. This is the way to build YOUR life. Acting. I am not trying to criticize you: just trying to help. Your life is the sum of YOUR decisions. Right now you are not living, you are led by compulsion (trying to be sure, certain, safe, whatever). What you call “analysis” is exactly paralysis. Stop. Act. Most of life is uncertain (if not all). Good luck.