For me, ADHD. I don't have a solution for OP. I'm going to go out of bounds with regards to the original question and maybe overstep but I would suggest that t

For me, ADHD. I don't have a solution for OP. I'm going to go out of bounds with regards to the original question and maybe overstep but I would suggest that the mindset that this statement hints at > A person who i would envy and want to be like or someone who no one cares about and is pathetic is going to detract far more from life than idle Internet-browsing would. I used to make similar judgement statements with regards to myself and my future but once I realized I don't devalue anyone that spends a lot of idle time online I shouldn't allow myself to devalue myself. I strive to direct my attention to where I want it to go, and I fail routinely. I've attached my self-worth more to the fact that I strive to direct my attention, and while I do allow myself to take it seriously when I fail I do not allow myself to take it personally. Attaching my self-worth to if I succeeded or failed was a too fickle and shallow well from which to derive something so important.