I'm glad you mentioned ketamine because I was about to recommend you psychedelics. I can't say I'm cured from depression -- in fact I'm still extremely close to

I'm glad you mentioned ketamine because I was about to recommend you psychedelics. I can't say I'm cured from depression -- in fact I'm still extremely close to killing myself -- but mushroom trips have been my saviors. Now I just need to start taking advantage of the improved baseline of mood and openness to experience that lingers for a few days (which is unusually short-lived from what I've researched but still useful) to do these things that are "supposed to feel good" and self-sustain for longer. Just please do some research as this stuff is not risk-free.