Getting more personal, I was addicted to porn for over 20 years and it made my marriage almost impossible and I almost lost it. It wasn't until I quit that it

Getting more personal, I was addicted to porn for over 20 years and it made my marriage almost impossible and I almost lost it. It wasn't until I quit that it blossomed in many ways. Being free of it, I'm experiencing real love which I now realize was out of reach previously because of my addiction. It's much more fulfilling and worth every effort. I could not see the self damage nor the effect on others my habit of lust created while I was ensnared by it. Getting free wasn't as easy as I thought either. I had stopped viewing for six years, but I still lusted after the women I came across. Consuming then visually from a distance. These practices still held me back in my marriage, my joy and ability to love and even be loved, even though I made no moves to court others and at least had the appearance of faithfulness. Seeking God above can grant you power over any addiction. Lean on Him to help you.