My inner monologue can be visualized as phantasmal gray words floating in a blank black space. When I imagine what that monologue sounds like it is mostly has m

My inner monologue can be visualized as phantasmal gray words floating in a blank black space. When I imagine what that monologue sounds like it is mostly has my own voice but occasionally has no definable voice, or it takes on the lilt of some unknown reader as if it were telling me a bedtime story or reading a poem that it knows by heart.