I don't think it sounds like me when I hear my own voice - either when I speak or hear recorded snippets. I'm not sure what voice it is - but when I read or ty

I don't think it sounds like me when I hear my own voice - either when I speak or hear recorded snippets. I'm not sure what voice it is - but when I read or type I hear it, and I can ask questions internally and kind of look up things to recall a bit. No visualization it it's like a key value lookup. It's a bit hard to explain but I was bummed when I found people can actually visualize things internally