I don't want to die feeling like I took more from the universe than I gave back, I guess is what I'm trying to say. I'm not advocating cult-like asceticism or p

I don't want to die feeling like I took more from the universe than I gave back, I guess is what I'm trying to say. I'm not advocating cult-like asceticism or pointless self-deprivation. You could argue that those are the dark side of selfishness anyway.