To me, purely as far as the using-my-editor part of it goes, it's a lot like having practiced an instrument to an OK level of skill, but only ever playing it al

To me, purely as far as the using-my-editor part of it goes, it's a lot like having practiced an instrument to an OK level of skill, but only ever playing it alone, then being asked to perform for others, who will make decisions about my future in part based on that performance. So I fall back on playing "Mary Had a Little Lamb" because I'm too worried about screwing up in some stupid-looking way if I attempt something fancier, but that also makes me look like I'm bad at it.