It's pretty wild isn't it? I learned how to mask pretty dang well at puberty and I didn't really start being totally drained by it until my mid 20s. I got diagn

It's pretty wild isn't it? I learned how to mask pretty dang well at puberty and I didn't really start being totally drained by it until my mid 20s. I got diagnosed around 30 and I also "live with" ADHD and some other comorbid brain worms and because of the nature of my job move states a lot and need a new GP. It's crazy how many will decide to totally re-evaluate me. Like seriously bro, I've been on these meds for eight years. If you fuck with my timing while I'm trying to unpack and start a new job literally everything could be very fucked. It's cool that you hate me and this state hates me too. The magic words just about anywhere I've found are "this is effecting my job" and you just get whatever treatment you asked for. But if I overly autistically explain anything they wanna run me through the shredder and set new appointments. "You just don't seem autistic." Yeah... do you know how these tests work also I'm hyper-vigialant masking right now because it's 7:30AM on a monday and I just met you. Is this a time where I could have used the word Kafkaesque and it actually applies? I'm half drunk and don't know where that would fit in. I've got little tiny bug feet. I don't really know what bugs eat.