I'm a lot closer to your situation than the OP, and you're right, it sucks. But don't be so harsh, I'm pretty sure that if I was in the OP's shoes I'd have to d

I'm a lot closer to your situation than the OP, and you're right, it sucks. But don't be so harsh, I'm pretty sure that if I was in the OP's shoes I'd have to deal with similar challenges. Scrabbling after the means for survival isn't any more or less noble than scrabbling after meaning in one's life. One is merely a prerequisite for the other.