So, you quit a crappy job and your freelancing didn't work you would expect. Do you really need to ask an advice to find another job before cutting your veins?

So, you quit a crappy job and your freelancing didn't work you would expect. Do you really need to ask an advice to find another job before cutting your veins? You are JUST twenty years old to think your life is over because you did what's right for you (newsflash: quitting the abusive non-professional environment was GOOD decision).